rants - 001
things that I have been thinking about
there has been some confusion as to what I am writing about when it comes to accelerationism, trans/post humanism and what not, so I am thinking for going through a series where I kind of share my highlights from some books and then write the things I learned and how that shaped my view on things and so on… so it makes things easier. There is a lot of benefit to be gained from it, one being that new comers or people with the interest for the topic can find it here and then continue to go ahead and discover this new field, second that even if I myself am confused, I can come back to my notes and give my memory a nudge
There is a part of me that just wants to write constantly non-stop about everything and anything but life does not seem to allow it, responsibilities only add up and decisions have now bring their own weight to the table and certainily bring their own effects, could be good or bad it definitely depends.
Uncertainity and Death are back on the table now, been lingering on my mind ever since that day, just a reminder but the thought of nothingness seems discomforting and the methods that I had used before seem like they are no longer working, maybe I have graduted to a new level of existentialism or I have never really thought about it.
Started reading Mickey Spillane book I, the Jury - I do plan on getting through all of the Mike hammer series but for some reason getting to this after maxwells demons by steven hall and this being a really old novel (1947) makes it enjoyable, really loving the noir atmosphere of the book, and its a really influential book too inspired the likes of james bond, dirty harry, billy jack, Rambo, john shaft and countless other fictional tough guys. maybe the 13 year old in me is happy but defo loving it.